Monday Morning Spew 2

This time...
this time it will be different
or this time it will just be
I will watch as an observer
I will stand still for a moment with no thought
only pause
then action
pause action pause action
no thinking ahead or behind
no wondering of thought
no chitter chatter of the mind
slow
intutition
watching
watching the rolling of the ball
the force of gravity
remembering to appreciate all of that wild natural law
attraction
etc.
the simple splash of liquid into a cup
the blending swirl of cream into my coffee.
These events are great enough.
observed, they provide total fufillment
so that when you move forward into your day
you have already experienced and appreciated greatness, wonder, awe
at such a simple thing.
then you try to repeat it.
blend that beautiful curl of the cream with a brush and some white paint.
feeling the power of creating by twisting the brush, adjusting the pressure.
recognizing that one stroke of intution is the same random chance that makes the swirl different each day.
Taking the time to pause is so powerful and so scary
not yet fully valued in this culture.
but the days of crazy fast speed
everything instant are coming to an end
we may wake up and recognize our self-made insanity
take a deep, long breath and watch the magic come out as we exhale
how are we not in total awe everyday?
simply because we are moving WAY to fast.