Friday, March 26, 2010

Last years post

This a repost from a year ago...

we are headed out there this weekend. Just in time to rejuvinate, reconnect with nature, quiet, peace...look how far we've come in the year...I love spring...and was that really a year ago?

The Ranch

A small house in the woods
only 40 minutes from home
horses roaming freely
we make friends with them
feeding them carrots and fresh green apples
majestic peacocks roam and meow like cats
a big fire pit, smokey and full
exploring galore
a pack of dogs with puppies and nursing Mama dogs run around and stop by once in a while
we work on the house
stop to eat
take a hike
continue.
dirty, dirty fingernails
burrs stuck everywhere
a morning ride on the john deer over the dirt path into the expansive open woods
purple flowers burst up into the green
my children holdings hands, balancing on a fallen tree
picture perfect
then the clan returns
loud and rough
playing horseshoes, shooting clay pigeons, pop pop breaks up the wind
drinking beer from the largest cooler one can imagine
family and bratwust, burgers and hot dogs
burnt marshmellows for dessert
the stuff dreams are made of
my son running around in fatigues with an army canteen and boots and a camo hat that were given to him. The oldest grandson who gets to try it all out first.
fishing in the steam with his Pappy
happy as can be
a ride up the road takes us to visit the farm
my daughter cuddles a one day old chick in her hand
the cowboy who runs the farm tells her she can keep it if she wants.
"We'll keep it out here, at the ranch" says Mommy
There are chickens and hens
then on to the cows
we walk right into the field with them
mooing away
they just hang out there
just to roam
stars so bright and many
how did we get here
I ask?
We are tired and spend from our fist weekend at the ranch.
There's a whole new world to explore
a gift that has fallen into our lap
we are happy and grateful
and due to take a good, long, hot, bath
back in the city.

Friday, March 5, 2010

The Universe Speaks


When you make the statement that you are tapped out and tired and have nothing left to give and feel as if you can't take anymore...sometimes the universe answers VERY loudly and says..."oh yeah?" See about this this

and you find yourself plunged head on into the most amazing of experiences

I could write for days and days and layers and layers and years and months and lifetimes.

I am moved beyond belief and very aware that when I feel stripped to my core and bone tired I do in fact have more to give. Much more than I could ever imagine

I have emerged with a chill in my spine that may never go away and a warmth in my heart that is exactly the same temperature as the tears of relief that stream down your cheeks when you realize that every little thing is going to be all right.



Monday, January 4, 2010

Ahhhh

I am so very filled with gratitude this New Year!

Some small things I am thankful for today...

An amazing wife who picked up Mommy duty this morning so that I could enjoy my first "day at the office"

A heater fixed in twenty minutes for a reasonable price

HOT, fast Chinese take out with no msg ready in ten minutes and just down the street.

A wonderful sister -in -law to share a meal with on a cold Florida night!

My beautiful children

a peaceful home!

sleep all tight and cozy tonight...I will

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

A Post in Green & Black

oh yes....
I will remember how very important it is to slow down,
recalibrate
and then put forth my energy into what I want to feed.

A simple equation:

feed it = it grows


Starve it = it dies

Feed what is good, what is going well

Starve negative thoughts

Feed your creativity

Starve those voices telling you what you can't do

Feed LOVE!

Starve FEAR!

Feed the beauty of the day!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Holding Light





For you...
lightness in the dark



Form Transforming

It is a beautiful thing to step back and watch an idea transform from a thought, an inspiration into something beautiful.

To realize the great potential we all have if we believe in our dreams, our hearts and our capabilities.

When something is right, it meets no resistance.

It grows and blossoms as a flower on a vine.

Today, I am truly grateful for the power of creativity and the gift of gratitude.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Pitter - Patter

Slowing down enough to hear the pitter-patter of my heart.
This is such a good thing.