Lost among the jewels

I am lost in lots of beautiful little jewels and projects at the moment.

I promise to return to share the lessons once I learn them.

Be liquid.

Magical Day

Today, I awoke knowing that it was my son's sixth birthday.

Full of mixed emotions, I helped get him ready for school and safely delivered him to kindergarten.

I had many moments of ..."six years ago, right now I was starting labor, six years ago right now, we called our midwife" and so on."

We ate scrambled eggs for breakfast as I did that morning. My wife made them for us as she did that morning and we only remembered as we sat at the "new" magical nook to eat them with our two, beautiful children that this had been my pre-birth breakfast.

A good friend said to me this morning, "congratulations, you've been a Mom for six years."

I hadn't thought about that part yet. What a blessed day. Look at how far we've come.

I am full of pride today and I vow to sit back and watch all of the magical moments that settle in upon us.

It is today especially that I realize what a big deal how you give birth is. The memory of that day hasn't faded at all for me. It was the most amazing day of my life and today I celebrate it for many, many reasons.

Back in the light

Why such a struggle?

The battle of the mind.

I would be ever so happy to stay here for a while in the light.

Glowing, prospering

Moving forward in TRUST

with an open heart.

I will take this moment and breathe it in while I can.

Oh, mind ...did spell breathe right?


that really is very funny, isn't it?

Interesting Twists

There are intersting twists and turns.

Bumps and falls

Returning to original positions

Bending Swaying

Morphing

Remembering the whole time that it is all like grains of sand falling through our fingers

Continually moving

changing so grandly that we can't possibly be aware of all that is moving around us.

Remember that old saying...if you do the best you can, that is all anyone can ask of you.

Doing it the best way I know how

with the most love and joy I can muster.

It rolls off and into the world like little beads of water dripping off of a glorious petal

Moving forward, wasting little time on regrets

and enjoying the shifts of interesting twists and turns and the cool breezes if only for a moment.

Going for it

recirculation

in....out
in....out
in....out

recirculate
regenerate
restore
revitalize
return

become fluid and whole
balanced
trusting
tuned in

begin

my own balance must be within me

learning to redirect energy

learning to recognize it's flow

learning our potential

sunset

Remember to enjoy the view...no matter where you are

Complete

I am sitting in this place reminding myself of how quickly things shift.
Feeling perspective and that warm fuzzy feeling of cherished memories.
With all of this living in the present moment business (which is REALLY, REALLY important) I have also had a nice little flood of memories reminding me how sweet my life has been from doing just that....being present. having a good time. doing things that bring me joy and that feel right. I have grown tremdously, as we all have. And looking back, I can see my innocence and also my need to be where I was, when I was there. This, is what allows me to trust exactly where I am right now.

I am sitting hear and in the silences between the typing I hear the cars roll by. The sound of the tires seems to sound different just because it is fall. The light is fading earlier. That cozy feeling creeps in...

opps, I must wake my sleeping daughter and go pick up my sweet son from school. I guess this post is complete.

Out of the Poo

It is always so nice to be out of the poo.

I am looking forward to a beautiful weekend.....